Yesterday i was urgently called back to camp. Realised that my brigade has been activated to help out in Indonesia. Half of my colleagues in my coy, mostly at commander level will be leaving later afternoon. At first, i thought i was included n hesitated about going coz situation there really bad n don think i can cope it there for a month. But on second thoughts, many nsf have already rejected going n they facing shortage of manpower. Moreover, the people there really need our help.In the en, i found out i wasn't in e list. But think as singapore decides to send more people, i will be roped in as well. So the rest ofthe day was helping them to get ready. all the coms, crates n vehicle... worked till 9+

May god bless those tat are helping out, let them come home safetly.

And may the dead rest in peace.

It was a perfect day n i tot i cld spend xmas happily. but an argument between my two sis spoilt e whole day n everything i wanted for christmas. The traits of stuborness n hot-tempered run in the family. Most of the time everyone is not at home, partly coz busy n don want to step on each others toes. Looking at them arguing, i simply cannot stand it. Being frustrated, i just walk out of the house n couldn't be bothered. In the end, things became so awkward during dinner. Now both of them decide to have cold war, all staying outside for the night. It is just so saddening to see things are like these.At least, i'm glad my cousins like e gifts i bought. Thanks to all for the presents. Really appreciate n like it.

p/s: tks wayne for the pot of cactus. It has taken a long ride on e plane n needs special care. N since when am i a cactus? i don prick anyone tat tries to kow me. tks again.

Today is Christmas day, time seem to pass really fast. tmr marks my one year in the army. Sorry to those i fly your aeroplane these two days, just want to spend it alone and quietly. Went for christmas service at Cathedral last night. The serenity and everything there just calm my heart down, never have felt so peaceful before.later will be going down to aunt's place for xmas dinner. wonders wat presents i will get this year. hope they will like wat i got for them. going to seat down by the pool, have a sip of wine n enjoy the company of my family.Merry Christmas to all !

Today is the Winter Solstice festival, so my mum prepared a feast. granny and aunt came over for dinner, ya... one of the rare time everyone is home for dinner. tried to use my haf past six cantonese to talk to granny. hehe... shd brush up my cantonese... was talkig to uncle n aunt over dinner. realise tat i'm no more a kid n i hav responsiblities to fufil. nowadays talking about serious stuff...went out for lunch yesterday with ben n had a long talk wif him. then eddie came n finally pass him e present. but i forgot to give both of them their xmas card. shall see how.

saw aunt's email. The following will be my programme for christmas. maybe i can still squeeze in a buffet lunch wif my friends.

from aunt siew eng:
All2pm - 4pm Tennis @ Court 1 (lower court) - the man said, "wow, so hot uwant to play ah". I said, "hopefully, it will be pleasant and not so hot:-)
"(Batam's champion, Jonathan Cheong, JB's champion, Mei,Singapore's champions, Kit & Xian
4pm - 5pm socceer, captain's ball, whatever (participants - Li En,Cheryl, Amoz, Jonathan, Mei, Kit, Xian, & whoever is game)
5pm - 6pm Wash off your perspiration in the pool (& All who are switchedoff)
Those who do not want to play games, or are getting on in age, please comeand laze by the pool and chat, catch up, etc. Every year, we just eat,receive presents and run.......Let's spend some family time together thisyear.Ho, ho, ho

P/S This year, buffet dinner is courtesy of Ellen, and Choon Kit. If food is not up to your expectations, please keep comments to yourself; begracious and still express your gratitude to them. :-) Gm is supplyingwines................yes, she is paying for them! All Yee cousins are copied in.

haven been updating my blog for somewhile. Party coz com is down n oso don know to write, trying very hard to phrase it out. I'm not going to Brunei anymore, or thats e impression i'm given. shall not reveal y for privacy sake. Both cpc n me did something, but i must say it is a tough n diff one.yeah... to end things on a lighter note, hoping to clear my driving by April. Maybe tat is too ambitious. hehe...

Did not stay at home yesterday to rest. Went out shooping for christmas gifts with sis at Orchard. But in the end, we only got a T-shirt . Seems like progress is a little slow, will need to buck up. Haha... Anyway,i got myself a nice bargain, Fila T-shirt. Sis spotted the yoga mat that she wanted but she not buy coz she thinks its too ex. Thats her, willing to splurge on others but never herself, so i decided to get her the yoga mat as a xmas present. After shopping , Terry, my bro-in-law, came down to pick us up for dinner. Wanted to dine at Hard Rock but found that its closed to the public for a private function so went to Billy Bombers at Bgis instead. Food was not bad espec the cheese cake but waited a long time for it. Sis stunned me with a question. asked me when am i getting my licence, make me very blur. Then she enlighten me that she is getting a new car, Toyota Vios, which is coming in few wks time. That means i can drive the car if she not using but i haven get my licence yet.. Haha...

Its the end of the week again. Came back from camp last night around 8 plus And saw mummy at home. I was quite surprise to see her at home so early, then found out that she had sprained her ankle yesterday so on mc. Looks like she wont be going to work today too. Feeling very tired though i slept early last night. Think not going out today liao, gonna rest for the whole day. But maybe will go down to orchard just to grab some offers at the singtel road show.

Found this on yl's blog. One of her usual piece of work... quite interesting i must say.

最近发现，谈恋爱其实不是件简单又单纯的事。可能这其中所要面对的考验实在是太辛苦了。当其中一方开始对一个感情产生质疑， 那么，之前再刻苦铭心，再巩固的爱情也将难逃命运的安排。唉！一旦陷阱情网，生命将不再是你所能掌控的了。 感情既像是夕阳一般--- ;阳无限好，只惜近黄昏 ;美好的时光往往很短暂啊！ 随着短暂的快乐时光，接踵而来的往往是心烦的争吵。因为太爱对方，因而要求更多的付出。因为太在乎对方，所以希望能拥有更多的通讯。自由没了。取而代之的是---铁绳般的捆绑。爱情已开始有了变数。其中也多了一些些的喘不过气，一些些的无可奈何。 有了想回到从前的念头， 回到那只属于自己的生活，回到那没有束缚的日子。唉！有了负担的感情， 将会有个什么样的结局呢？闷得发荒的我又在胡思乱想了。。。